Sunday, November 30, 2008

Absent.

Ok. So I made up my mind and I am going to shoot a documentary on deadbeat fathers.
My inspirations...well i am a young adult growing up without a father. Not because he has passed away but because he chose not to be part of my life. Most people think that is all about the financial aspect and the father needs to support the child. But its deeper than that.A child not having their father or matter of fact a Son not having their father can emotionally scar them for life.

I thought that not having my father, I was capable of being strong about not having a father, but lately I been thinking and crying. I have this whole in my heart. It hurts me the most to know that I have a father that is alive and just did not want to raise me. Like he is ashamed of me or something. I know that this burden has emotionally scarred me. It took me a long time to realize how it had affected me. This dude lied to me str8 faced for 18 years and counting. I know it is not proper to hate someone but I have the utmost hatred for him.

Anyway I believe that these fathers do not realize what they are doing when they are not being an active part of their child's life. This documentary is to expose the truth and maybe just maybe when this absen fathers watch it they are touched and want to be active in their child's life.

Monday, November 17, 2008

Personal Image.

So im in my car right now waiting for my older brother Mr.Freshman at morgan. Tonight we are going to the club. At this club it is going to be underage drinking. Now I don't reaalli like going to this club because I don't like to see fellow college students mess up their personal image.

Im not saying the im the perfect person because I like to have my fun as well, but to an extent. The people that be at the club don't know what self control is and do not have any regard for their personal image. They drink until they can barely walk and dey passin out and throwin up. Now that is no way to represent yourself in public even at a club.

Me personally when im at the club I drink to get a little buzz but not drunk. I never want to be able not to control myself in public. I will only get slightly drunk in the privacy on my house or my brother house with a group of close friends around. Never out and public. You never know who maybe where at what time.
I take my Image seriously and all it takes is one bad incident to ruin it.

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

It's more than just a game.

Ok. So I will admit that have a pretty freak addiction that me and my brothers have. We are addicted to playing Monopoly. Ooo we spend hours and hours playing Monopoly everday. I don't know if it is tha game we like playing or the fact that it brings us together. This is how we spend time with eachother; quality time. I am the second youngest in the family and the only child on my motherside so it feels great when to spend time with my older brothers.

We take Monopoly serious at our house. Before we play we all get juice bendy straws and my brother makes "stuff" data da nickname for the alfredo noodles he makes. These little things are all essential to a successful Monopoly game. Then we sit for hours and bond over monopoly. We all live fast paced lives. Me dealing with college, my older brothers working on there careers at time we can find it hard to find time 2 spend with eachother. We all know how important it is to spend time with eachother though. We all are eachother support system. Playing monopoly allows us the time 2 spend hours in a day with eachother.

On top of that, we are competitive. O whoever wins Monopoly gets the most bragging rights. Wheneva we have a problem with the other person we settle the dispute with Monopoly. Ionno its jus somethin about that game that we love lol its kind of freakishly weird. We haven't played monopoly in a long time but we playin dis weekend. Im clearin up my schedule just so I can join!

Medical Malpractice

written By C.R.Dukes (edited by Mike Star)



Who committed this treacherous deed?

Was it the one here before me?

The one before I?

Who damaged your inside?


Who caused your heart to be so damaged?

To the point that its so hard for you to manage.

In new situations, YES INDEED!

I think i know the answer, the answer is HE.


You gave him your heart for him to care

In return he abused it being negligent.

Your beauty is evident.

You deserve the best of it.


Not a rookie in those studies.

No one who's ACTING.

Not one of your buddies.

Who will cause Medical MALPRACTICE.


Be my patient

I can hear your heart screamin

and let me redeem it

show you new meaning


Scalpel check

im ready for the incision

take you down under my knife

This is my intuition


open your heart

show you the light.

Just call me doctor

i'll give you new life

Check my resume, my Credentials dont worry

Just trust me and let me perform open heart surgery

Friday, November 7, 2008

OKK. Finally a VIDEO!!

Ok So last year i was one of the people in charge of a high school modeling group at my high school. They are called the Baltimore city College high School Catwalk Models. They are the best high school in Baltimore. I came to their auditions this year to help out and get some behind the scenes footage. Here is the Audition Trailer for the Catwalk Models 2008-2009 Season, directed and edited by me.

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

Voting Rumors and Conspiricies

This election is probably going to be the most historical in years. Everybody heard many rumors or theories about the election. Im jus going to post all the theories that I heard and Election day Controversies.

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*Let the issue be the only issue. A picture of a White Obama and Black McCain. Even though the race issue has not been bought up in media for obvious reasons. Even without it been said we all know that America still has a race problem and some are not ready for that kinf of change!

*McCain campaign is pulling out there most faulty election booths in liberal areas.

*'Election Day Switch' Hoax at GMU
Tuesday November 4, 2008
The Washington Post reports that hackers commandeered a George Mason University mailing list and sent a message to some 35,000 students, faculty, and staff members advising them vote on Wednesday instead of Tuesday. The text of the email, which purported to originate from the office of Provost Peter N. Stearns, read as follows:

Please note that election day has been moved to November 5th. We apologize for any inconvenience this may cause you.

*Long Lines on Election Day has been an Issue.

*Voter Machines have been malfunctioning and breaking down.

*This election may have the highest voter turn out in decades!

* Voter Identification has been a problem. People have been denied to vote if their name has been spelled wrong on their Voter's card.

**More will be posted throught the day!!